I'm actually so off the way that they're
betraying it's actually really bothering
me like so like so you can tell that
this woman needed help and like you are
happy to just make out that she was just
violent horrible D but no I getting on
my bloody nerves I'm sorry I I don't see
him as someone that's a nasty
controlling animal a real life murder
trial is being restaged with
actors in front of two jewries who are
both unaware of each other
I want you to help us with things she
said to you about you did she describe
you
physically there was times that she told
me that she found me unattractive but
the strange thing really was though that
she would say it and then take it back
again very quickly and not be able to
remember ad said here did she ever say
anything now by way of comparing you
with other partners well she would often
make comments about how much she admired
previous Partners in different ways yes
and I would say why you telling me this
is it because you is it because you
prefer them and she would say yes when
John was crying I felt sorry for him I
did feel sorry for him but I wasn't as
affected as jod I think if you have felt
it yourself then it's going to be more
emotional for you but for me it still
comes back to the aggressiveness of the
actual attack I think she was a woman
that was drowning so you've got a woman
navigating through
life and
she's I don't believe the image that's
being painted of Helen crazy Mad
unstable it sounds like they're blaming
her for the way she was I just that
doesn't sit well with me I just don't
like that I'm actually so off the way
that they're betraying it's actually
really bothering me like so like so you
can tell that this woman needed help and
like you are happy to just make out that
she was just violent horrible but no I
getting on my bloody NES I'm sorry I I
don't see him as someone that's a nasty
controlling
animal the more I watched John today and
the more I felt his pain I was thinking
my God you you have been through some
serious tragic I just think that she's
had abuse from young age that's ruined
her and created her pretty much a
monster she's feel so tried to feel with
so the way she's tried to deal with it
with the drugs it probably screened it
all off for her not realizing the
consequences
I